People change. Things go wrong. Shit happens. Life goes on.

I miss you!!!!!

Okelah, gue nyerah.. malem ini gue galau..
ga tau kenapa bisa galau haha tiba tiba aja gituuu.. aneh kan? -___-
terus, di telinga gue terngiang ngiang lagu Separated nya Usher. yak, tambah absurd bgt!!
ada apa sama gue malem ini? gue kenapa begini? apa yang salah, Tuhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn? -____-

nyanyi aja yok? capek ngeluh terus haha hehe hmmmm..
*benerin tenggorokan*

Oh no, no, no, no

If love was a bird, then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky, we'd be blue
If love was a choir, you and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar, you and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible, then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way, and I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire, then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light, then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport, we're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean, then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way, and I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

Go your way, and I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
You'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off..
So much better off, separated..

Life goes on, run till you can't run anymore!
 

H minus 3..
Gue bentar lagi bakal memulai hari hari gue kuliah dari asrama loh. Iyaaaa, asrama..
Asrama yang jaraknya ga sampe 10 kilo dari rumah gue.. Perumnas-Merdeka..
Gue bakal berusaha buat minggaaaa.. ehm.. ga ngelanggar peraturan ;) usaha sih, sekalian usaha buat.. yah, cuma gue dan Allah yg tau haha

Gue males banget buat packing.. ga ada yang nyuruh. Ibu ayah juga nyantai banget. Gue rasa, kalo gue udah keluar dari rumah nanti, mereka baru ngerasa ga nyantai. Yakaliiii -____-" atau mereka bakal ngerasa lebih nyantai?! Gue ga tauuuuuuuuuu!!
Inget asrama, inget masa masa di Man 3 kemaren.. Rasanya baru kemaren gue keluar dari asrama man3, dan sekarang gue udah mau masuk asrama lagi. Bedanya, asrama yang sekarang tuh asrama keperawatan depkes huhu

Beda temen bed, beda kakak tingkat, beda suasana, beda perasaan, beda suka dukanya..
Gue pengen banget ketemu temen temen gue di man3 lagi.. masuk asrama lagi.. menggemparkan kamar 4A lagi.. Banguni oang orang se asrama tengah malem.. Perang bedak waktu maen remi.. Nonton dvd sampe subuh.. Makan cemilan yg diambil dari lemari orang.. Dapet hukuman bareng.. Mandi jam 7 kurang 15 bareng tata miak pirah.. Minggat bareng pirah.. Ya Allah.. Bener bener kangen banget sama masa masa di MAN..

Eeeeehhhh btw, tgl 29 adalah pertandingan Chelsea terakhir yg bakal gue tonton sebelum masuk asrama loh :'( lawan Arsenal sih, gue yakin kok menang. Seenggaknya 3-1 lah ya chelss ;) jangan kecewain gue!!

Tunggu gue ngeblog lagi ya.. Gue janji deh, kalo ada waktu ntar gue pasti nulis lagi hehe
See ya someday! Cheers ^^

What should I do?
Givin' up on you?
Start to stop care for you?
Act like I never know you before?
Well baby, then you should ask me to do that first..

Do you ever....

Missing me for a second, maybe?

Or.. for a minute? Hour? Day? Week? Month? Year?

Cause I've been missing you so much..

I miss how you can easily steal my pain.

I miss how you can easily make my day.

I miss how you can always there for me no matter how far we are.

I miss how you can make me laugh with your joke.
I miss spent my time with you.

I miss how you text me randomly.

I miss your call.

I miss you.

I miss you.

I miss you so much.

I really do.... eeerrrrrr pengen nian sebuti namo kau rasonyo!!