At first, i thought that i could survive this situation, and you are the one who couldn't.
It's been just one day. And now i know, i was wrong.
I am the only one who can't survive. I need you 24/7. I need you to bother me while i'm doing something. I need you to chat me about every single thing in every single time. I need you to focus on me only. I need you there while i'm awake from my sleep. I need you there when i'm visiting the doctor. I miss you, you know. I miss you until it hurts me so.
What are you doing there? I thought that you wouldn't be this busy. But, once again, baby, i was wrong. You're so busy until i feel so lonely.
I know you're trying to reach me by phone in every single chance you had, but that's not enough for me. I know that was totally wrong, i'm such an egoist, childish, stupid. I have nothing to do here, i'll be the only one who will feel more lonely. But that's just too easy to make you confuse if I tell you this, so..
You know, i'm trying..
I have tried to post this 3 times, and always failed. Is that a sign for me to never post this? Hm?
