I hate this kind of feeling, like seriously

All of my wish-list.. I have to dump it all away. Forget it all away. Leave it all alone.
Minggu gue berangkat ke Bangka. Wish nomor satu gue yg isinya: "wish-list urutan kedua sampe terakhir bakal gue dapetin tepat di tanggal 2 maret", it all just a wish, only hope. Yep, no more.
Aaaaaaaa how poor I am :(
But look what's better than that? Daddy ask me to have a holiday in Bangka. We're gonna start in on Sunday. On ma birthday. Should I feel happy or sad? This is so confusing me :(
We'll gonna see what will happen in 2nd of March, 2014. Will it be happier or worst. Who knows?

Then why do I looks like this excited on my 19th birthday?! Hell this feeling. Hell.

Can't believe it's 4 days more before.. you know.. 19th my age :p

ah gatau apa judulnya..

H min 8.
Wish-list gua udah sampe urutan ke berapa nih? Gua ga tau. Udah banyak bener -__-"
Padahal kalo dipikir-pikir, siapa yg mau ngasih? Gua baik sama orang aja jarang. Dan semua yg ada di wish-list yg gua punya.. Semuanya subhanallah, bener dah. Kinda impossible. But who knows, right?
Ga tau ini khayalan gua yg terlalu tinggi atau apaaa, gua ga ngerti juga -_- yaah, whatever it will be..

Big dream and small dream, both have the same price, right? So don't be afraid to dream. But remember, nightmare also a dream too ;))
Panji lagi manggung, gua streaming-an dulu yaw. See ya!

this fucking morning...

I hate this morning. My blackberry service is already unavailable. But I'm still can browsing and sosial-media-ing. I open up some tab on my browsing app. It used too well, so I found something I shouldn't know. I know it just a memory for them, maybe. But Idk why, I hate to find that. I wish I didn't know who the hell is that girl, and really.. I wish I didn't this silly while stalking aaaaaaaaaa!
I mean, why should the same? Ok, we're not the same. But, she listens on the songs I listen to. Just that. But I hate it. I am jealousy. I shouldn't act this stupid. But whatever, I hate that girl and I hate him.
I ever said that I have to update my playlist as soon as Sonic, and yep, my phone's memory going worst, and it broke. Thank God, I have to makeover my playlist then.
But look what the worsest thing happen now.. She likes the song I used to love so muuuuuuuucccccchhhhhhhhhhh. They sing it together like a piece of shit. Aaaaaaa!
I need some new song nawww!